Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Post No. 116
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Friday, September 24, 2010
Post No. 114
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Post No. 113
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Post No. 112
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Post No. 111
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Post No. 110
Elena: You're hurt.
Damon: I don't get hurt. Why was it such a surprise that I kissed you?
Elena: That's not a surprise. I'm surprised you'd thought I'd kiss you back.
Damon: Now I'm hurt.
An awwww monemt right there for Damon :(
I could see the sadness in his eyes.
The Vampire Diaries Season 2.
Sorry but I'm not gonna post spoilers :)
Okay I change my mind.
Here's a few.
1) Caroline will die not cause of the accident, but cause Katherine will kill her.
2) Katherine never EVER loved Damon :( It was Stefan all along.
So yeah Damon's upset, cause neither Elena nor Katherine loves him.
Stefan hates Katherine so she's pissed.
If nobody wants Damon I so want him :P
Friday, September 10, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Post No. 108
I stole this off Hwee Yee's note and she stole it off Tumblr ;)
Love is a funny thing.
You expect it to be easy.
You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies.
You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it.
You expect her to calm you down when you're yelling or to chase you when you run away.
You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn't exactly match up with all your plans.
But that's the thing. Love isn't a plan. It doesn't have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it. Love happens; it is so incredibly messy.
People around you can't comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can't see. They can't see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you're in love.
It's inconvenient and painful and devastating at times, but we can't live without it.
What you don't learn is how hard love is. How much work it takes. How much of ourselves we have to put into it. How it isn't worth it until we are complete and utter idiots about it.
Love isn't her calming you down when you yell. It's her yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and to keep you grounded.
It isn't her/him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable. It's after a long fight, that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet her showing up at your door the next morning anyway.
It's not her saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. So no, it's not her caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It's her standing there, admitting she's just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you're not the only one involved. You've unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another persons hands and said, here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat. Or forget I ever handed it to you.
As long as you have it. It makes us crazy. It makes reality invisible and it erases all the lines that we shouldn't cross.
Because love isn't about fencing ourselves in; feeling safe, feeling sure about the future.
It's about scaring the shit out of every nerve in our body, but pushing forward anyway. Because all the fighting and all the tears and all the uncertainty is worth it. And it's a hell of a lot better, than being 100% happy without someone to show us that there is a world of a difference between feeling 'happy' and feeling whole.
xx
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Post No. 106
Procrastinated instead :( I watched FlashForward.
So tempting. It was good. It keeps you coming back for more.
Only managed to watch ONE miserable episode.
Till it was lunch and I had plans with my WEE WEE (HweeYee)
Went to Jusco, and we went GROCERY SHOPPING!
Like auntys -.-
AT night, had DATE NIGHT with Michelle.
Initial plan was to go 1U with my mum cause she needa meet her clients.
Changed venue, so she dropped us off at CURVE.
Had a super bloated meal at Sakae Sushi. Awesome lahhhh.
Then we had to walk around to digest our meal, ended up at Border's Starbucks.
Just cause I needed the WiFi ;)
10 mins later, closing time, thank god I had my drink in the takeaway cup.
Ended up at the Starbucks in Curve.
Cause I needed wifi again . HEH.
Cause I needed to stay close to someone ;)
A date with Michelle again tmrw.
WHATSAPP AND SKYPE AND IPOD TOUCH IS MAD AWESOME.
Cause I get to save money and talk as long as I want.
;)
Monday, September 6, 2010
Post No. 105
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Post No. 103
I hate the fact that I don't get to see you.
Today, was the beginning of a very very long week ahead.
I'll fill it with Malaysian Studies, FINALS ON MONDAY 13 SEPT.
and you, love ;)
xx
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Post No. 102
One look into your eyes and I'll never forget
But you're not about to jump right into
This tonight
Wondering just what to do
Every single second in the room with you
I can't talk this over
To win you over
Here tonight
So open your eyes
don't say goodnight
Wondering why
Alone tonight
I'll just let it go for you
I'm letting you down
You are just hiding it so well
You're giving me no sign
No interest
You don't really want this, you don't really want this
So right now
Are you gonna try to save yourself
I bet you're so sick
Of hearing it
You don't really want this, you don't really want this
So hard to get, is that what it's gonna be?
Sitting down not even looking at me
I hope forever
I wont remember
This tonight
So out the door
Gone away
Running so fast through the pouring rain
Gone forever
So much better
Here tonight
I'd throw it all away for you
If you took another look you'd be back so soon
All alone, a dark cold night
Wrapped around, you better hold on tight
After all, I'm rediscovering music again.
Life is DULL without them.
You find peace, and solitude in words they sing yet you can't express.
Right now, its all about The Friday Night Boys & A Rocket To The Moon.
Awesome stuff.
Mum's birthday was on Friday.
Right now, life is awesome as it is.
<3
And its only just the beginning.
:)
xx
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Post No. 101
Broken Arrow
what do you do when you're stuck,
because the one that you love,
has pushed you away,
and you can't deal with the pain,
and now you're trying to fix me,
mend what he did,
i'll find the piece that i'm missing,
but i still miss him,
i miss him, i'm missing him,
oh i miss him, i miss him i'm missng him
and you're sitting in the front row,
wana be first in line,
sitting by my window,
giving me all your time,
you could be my hero,
if only i could let go,
but his love has still hit me,
like a broken arrow.
like a broken arrow.
he's the thorn in my flesh
that i can't take out
he's stealing my breath
when you're around,
and now you're trying to convince me,
he wasn't worth it,
but you can't complete me,
it's the thought that he's missing,
i miss him, I'm missing him,
oh i miss him i miss him, i'm missing him,
what do you do
when your hearts in two places?
you feel great but you're torn inside.
you feel love but you just can't embrace it,
when you found the right one at the wrong time.
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE.
THANKS TO MR FLUFF ;D
Post No. 100
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
AMAZING.
Wayyy better than Leona Lewis's version.